strings of fate

emerge from your cocoon!

18+ blog!

welcome to my corner of the internet, wanderer. the strings of fate have woven for us to meet. just like the stories of many webmasters that have wandered to neocities, i chose to create this blog to have greater creative freedom over my self-expression online. my thoughts and feelings do not fit the structure of mainstream social media sites. i hope that i can stretch my wings out here and find comfort in this space i have created for myself.

i am anticipating that this blog will cover nsfw topics such as kink, so i advise those under 18 to click off. this blog may also contain other sensitive topics, but i will update as i go. i prefer not to interact with minors on here, especially on nsfw topics. you are warned, and keep yourself safe!

finally, i would not have this blog without loren's gorgeous free layout. i absolutely adore their website, and i highly HIGHLY recommend perusing it. it was how i first realized just how much you can do with a website and how i found interest in creating my own.

i hope you enjoy your stay, wanderer!

love, irid (ee-rid)

silly stamps

about the webmaster

online, i go by the name irid, pronounced "ee-rid". i am a genderqueer lesbian that uses they/them pronouns, and i'm currently attending college as a stem major to later enter the medical field. i think its a little ironic and silly, given the theme of my blog is centered around castorice, whose touch brings death. however, i've been told by a dear friend that i remind them of her, and through their extensive infodumps about castorice (and the story of amphoreus as a whole), i soon developed fondness for the character.

i love all beautiful things and fill my life with them as much as possible. jewelry, journals, sketchbooks, clothes, books, my personal spaces are like dragon nests of treasure. i love to draw, primarily with graphite and colored pencils. the subjects of my drawings are mostly women which is self-explanatory. :p on a similar note, i love journaling and drawing cute journal spreads based on visual themes i like and characters i love. journaling brings me so much joy! i also find great joy in expressing myself through fashion and make sure to use as many layers and accessories as possible. writing is another favorite of mine... i prefer to write more personal pieces that are very fueled by emotion. i expect to write many of those here. :p

introductions are very hard... i think i covered enough introductory information, but i will spitfire some (...many) interests and miscellaneous information to end this section off.

games

red dead redemption 2, honkai star rail, kill the crows, proximate, resident evil village, roblox, zenless zone zero (it's on thin ice after vers 2.0 main story though), the witch's house, spooky's jumpscare mansion, puppet combo's games, kittyhorrorshow's games, flesh blood & concrete, class of 09, home safety hotline, love sam

animanga, manhua, manhwa

frieren: beyond journey's end, delicious in dungeon, monster, witch hat atelier, blue flag, paradise kiss, girls last tour, the horizon, muse on fame, cherry crush, omniscient reader, like mother like daughter, when the day comes, surviving romance, goodnight punpun, inside mari, hand jumper, blood on the tracks, gokurakugai, love bullet, getting to know grace, i love amy, after god, the summer hikaru died, opium, a joyful life, tamen de gushi

books

everything begins and ends at the kentucky club by benjamin alire saenz, sonny's blues and stranger in the village by james baldwin, my dark vanessa by kate elizabeth russell, girl in pieces by kathleen glasgow, homecoming by cynthia voigt, sadie by courtney summers

music

genres include screamo, metal, jazz, cowboy country, rock, folk, opm, and vocaloid. favorite artists include genitorturers, flatsound, hope sandoval & the warm inventions, doechii, plastic tree, meaningful stone, eraserheads, rivermaya, the softies, megan thee stallion, third eye blind, the sundays, and sour widows.

miscellaneous

extreme horror, seals, green and blue, colorful things, apocalyptic media, kink, freaky body modifications, sociology, pompurin, spicy foods, chocolate, flared pants, art museums

dislikes

coquette and its cultural impacts (on a similar note, lana del rey), thunderstorms, most forms of pork, most candies, cringe culture, not clearly communicating feelings and intentions